Tuesday, March 06, 2007

aargh!! hate this feeling within

How I wish I could just kill myself.

Stories about students from my college committing suicide abound... it really doesn't matter how many and how much of those stories, is a figment of someone's dark imagination... all that matters to me is that they had the courage and gumption to take that final step. they weren't cowards!! its difficult to kill yourself... extremely difficult. but they manged to do it. they definitely will miss out on all those beautiful moments and experiences that Future was waiting to bestow on them... and that's a pity. but those moments are so rare, and life definitely would have been unbearable. also, death and the mystery attached to it, together, make such a compelling idea...
whats the use of living a life filled with regrets and unhappiness? how i wish i could just die.
how I wish my blog had stuff that wasn't so melancholic in nature.

2 comments:

abhas1 said...

Suicide is one of the stupidest feelings ever. I'm lucky to be lazy enough to push that away! :P
Naah, it's really about living some more to see what all can happen :)

By the way, you're the only one who can steer your blog away from melancholy..
let's try some..satire! :D

khadli said...

you know what, its proven that every person on the face of this planet contemplates suicide at least once... lazy or not, you would have done the same...
and i agree, live and see that things can change... but, what if the wait itself is unbearable??

and i don't think i am cut out for satire... i suck at it!